Sunday, September 21, 2008

This Is Hard

Being in a new place. Trying to meet new people. Constantly being the new girl. Getting out of my comfort zone to go to church with someone I've only met once. Getting out of my comfort zone to try to make connections for a job. Getting out of my comfort zone to do anything, really.

The emotional energy required to start life in a new place is just overwhelming to me. I find myself wondering pretty often, "What am I doing here?" The only good answer I can come up with as of now is obeying God. Which, I suppose, is all I need to be doing. Fortunately, I know that HE knows what I'm doing here.

Still...this is hard.

2 comments:

stormith said...

but you are not alone, even in the hard moments. we love you and are constantly praying for you...

mike cain said...

It is hard :)